a Relationship

Relationship. What is that? How to define it? Where can I find the 'person' who is really for a relationship with me?

All these things is going through my mind, for almost a week now. I begin to imagine what life would be for having a 'perfect relationship'.

I had a crush on many people for the past years. Talking about crush, I have it on someone, still. I don't know why. Maybe that person is just my type, or I am too desperate. But little do I know, I can't force myself into a relationship with someone that I barely know.

For I know, a relationship is not, and never a mistake. But I do consider this as a learning process.


I've never considered myself as a lover, 'till I began love someone. But there have been already a lot that I've loved before. But.. yeah, lovers come and go just like that.(T_T) As for me, a true relationship is when you have that chemistry that bonds you and the other together. But how long does it take 'till it falls apart?

I learn something new today, and that is to love yourself, before you can truly love someone completely. If it doesn't work, then what the hell? Break up! It's not worth living in a lie and in confusion. Being in a relationship is not about showing off, or to have credit from anyone, especially wanting your friends to admire you. It's about being truthful, pure, and most importantly, to love like you've never loved anyone before.

That's all for today. Take a time for yourself before you can step into a new path in your life, being into a relationship. it might help you (^_^)

Peace, God bless.