What's next?

 Have you had that moment when you just wanna go somewhere else and feel free? Well' I had.

This one particular night when I was in dilemma, I couldn't help myself but cry. It was midnight. i can't sleep, neither eat. I was so emotional at that time, and felt like my world is just falling apart. I tried to pray, but it didn't seem to work. 

I stayed awake, and until I noticed the sun began to rise, I went out. I went on the roof, and was about to witness the sunrise. And when it did rise, I was like 'Hell yeah!' My confident just got up! It felt so amazing. 'Till now, I still do this. Not everyday thou, but just when I feel there's no hope for tomorrow.

Now I wonder, what's next for me? But 1 thing I know for sure, LIFE! I do feel alone sometimes. Not just simply because I am physically
alone, but because I think that I'm different. But when I watch the sunrise, I realize that everybody will just have the same sunrise, but the different is I witnessed it, while they're sleeping.

And tonight, I gotta do it again.